A Movement of Mind

Neville 11-24-1969


In the 33rd chapter of the Book of Job we are told that God speaks to man in two ways, but man does not

perceive them. It is said: “In a dream, in a vision of the night when deep sleep falls upon men while they

slumber on their beds, he opens the ears of men and seals their instructions.” Tell that to a psychiatrist and,

because he separates the dreamer fromGod, he will tell you that all dreams come fromthe individual dreamer

and not from God. But I tell you: God’s eternal name is I AM, and if I asked who is dreaming the dream

would the individual not say, “I am?”And are we not told that that is God’s name forever and ever?

You cannot separate the dreamer from God, and all dreams proceed fromHim. Some are simple and need

no interpretation, while others are revealed in a symbolic language and need an interpreter, as told us in the

story of Joseph. His true identity is revealed when he looked into the faces of those who had had a dream

and saw they were disturbed, for he said: “Do not interpretations belong to God? Tell me your dream.” Then

he interpreted the dreams of the butler, the baker, and even Pharaoh himself, and they all came to pass just as

he had said they would. Now, if only God can interpret a dream, why tell Joseph? Because he is a

personification of God. His name was changed from Joseph (meaning “salvation”) to Joshua, which means

“Jehovah is salvation.”

Now back in 1954, I awoke froma dreamhearing these words: “You do not move in waking any more than

youmove on your bed in sleep. It is all a movement ofmind. The intensity is determined by the strength of the

vortex you create, which is just like a whirlwind with a center of perfect stillness. You only believe that you

are moving when you are awake, as you think you move in sleep.”Well, I am a rational being and reason

could not accept that statement, but I wrote it down and placed it inmy Bible to await further revelation.

Psychiatrists would say this message came frommyself. I will not deny that, but I do know that it came from

a depth of my own being whichmy rationalmind does not reach. Today our three astronauts returned froma

trip of half a millionmiles. You and I came here tonight in our cars, and throughout my lifetime I have traveled

all over the world in ships and planes. And like Blake, inmy dreams “I have traveled through a land ofmen, a

land ofmen and women, too. And heard and seen such dreadful things as cold earth wanderers never knew.”

We have all traveled, yet I know what I heard and wrote down. I know that I have traveled in my dreams

and yet I know I have not physically left my room, for when I awoke in the morning I was still on the bed

upon which I fell asleep. So I ask you: is this waking state no more than a dream? Is there a dreamer in the

depths of my being who looks upon this world as a dream, just as I who – having gone to a little lower of the

dreamat night – awake to find I haven’t left my bed at dawn?

Paul tells us that “We are born anew through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead.” I remember

that night, for I felt myself waking froma deep, deep sleep, feeling a vibration which, although centered inmy

head, it seemed to be coming from without. Then I awoke within the sepulcher – the skull – in which I was

buried, to come out to find all of the symbolism of the Christian mystery surrounding me. I saw the infant

wrapped in swaddling clothes and the three witnesses to the event. Although unseen, as I was spirit, the

witnesses spoke of me as the father of the child – the sign that my savior was born, fulfilling scripture: “This

shall be a sign unto you, you shall find a child wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger.”

That night I awoke froma far deeper level ofmy being to find the symbolismofmy waking fromthe dreamof

life, just as day after day I wake fromthe dreamof the night. So, could it be that the revelation I heard back

in 1954 is literally true? Reason questions it, reason doubts it, and reason rejects it. So if the vision is true

then reason is rejecting Jesus Christ, for Jesus Christ defines himself as the truth, saying: “I amthe truth…” If

the revelation is true, and reason rejects it, is not reason Satan, the doubting one?

This statement cannot be logically proved. Its truthmust be experienced. I had completely forgotten it until I

discovered my note today while looking inmy Interpreter’s Bible, and there it was – the note I wrote on the

28th day ofNovember 1954: “You do not move in waking anymore than you move on your bed in sleep. It

is all a movement of mind. The intensity is determined by the strength of the vortex you create, which is just

like a whirlwind with a center of perfect stillness. You only believe that you are moving when you are awake,

as you think youmove in sleep.”

Scripture speaks of two ages: this age of darkness and decay, and that age of light and eternal life. This age

is one of motion and violence, turbulence and storms, as the dreamer in men is sound asleep and does not

know that he is God. In the 44th Psalm, however, he is urged to “Rouse thyself, why sleepest thou, O Lord.

Awake! Do not cast us off forever.”While occupying his dream God has the sensation of travel, motion and

violence; but when he awakes he will find himself in the sepulcher, the skull ofMan, where he deliberately laid

himself down to sleep and was buried. God crucified himself on the cross of man and is dreaming this dream

of life so that manmay become God.

Now I want to clarify a few points. In the Book of John this statement is made: “His voice you have never

heard, his form you have never seen, neither does his word abide in you because you do not believe him

whom he has sent.”Many of you have completely accepted the fact that I have been sent. You believe me

when I tell you that I stood in the presence of the Risen Lord, who embraced me and I became one with.

Having been incorporated into the body of Love, Almighty God sent me to tell my experience. Having

accepted my words, many of you have had a sexual experience with me, in vision, and have interpreted this

to be a physical experience on this level; but it is not, as this is a shadow world. Your acceptance brought

about this union, yet I – the speaker – am totally unaware of it. The true story of Christ which I have brought

you has now been made alive in you. It will erupt in time and your experience of scripture will be identical to


The males who have completely accepted my words will not experience a sexual act, but an embrace.

Wearing the body of the Risen Lord, who is Infinite Love and with whom I am now one, you will see my

face. You will be asked to name the greatest thing in the world and, as though divinely inspired, you will

quote the words of Paul saying: “Faith, hope, and love; these three, but the greatest of these is love.” I will

embrace you, and you will fuse with the one body of the Risen Lord, and he who is united with the Lord

becomes one Spirit with him.

All of these are symbols, telling you that, having believed him whomhe sent, you will hear his voice and see

his form as his word is now abiding in you. It’s a complete break with the past, as told us in the first words

the Risen Lord spoke in the Book ofMark: “Repent and believe in the gospel.” The gospel is the good news

that man is not lost; that scripture is not secular history, but divine history, which was plotted and planned

before we came out fromthe Father and came into the world to enter our own creation and play all the parts.

It is God who awakes in you. One man, containing all, fell into diversity as told us in the 82nd Psalm: “I say,

‘You are gods, sons of the Most High, all of you; nevertheless, you shall die like men, and fall as one man, O

princes.”’ (I have quoted the Revised Standard Version in the marginal setup which is the true translation of

the Hebrew.) It takes all the sons who fell, to form God the Father; so we are gathered together one by one

into that same body which fell into humanity. And from humanity, God extracts himself individually because

we are all so unique. No one can be duplicated or lost, because God is buried in all and God is redeeming


Today I watched the exciting touchdown of the astronauts who had traveled to the moon and back. Then I

reread what I had written back in 1954: “You do not move in waking any more than you do on your bed in

sleep.” Now, reason could not accept that statement. I saw the astronauts return. We have a record of their

journey of a half-million miles, yet they did not move? Well, I must confess that I have traveled inmy dreams,

as I amsure you have; yet we always wake on our bed in the morning, do we not? Could there be a dreamer

far deeper than the one who is dreaming this seeming waking state? And when he awakes fromthe dreamof

life, would he not look upon it as you look upon the dreamof the night?

I know that when I awoke from within, I realized that I had been there for unnumbered centuries, dreaming

violence, love, hate, concupiscence, and pain – dreaming everything to be real, just as I did in any dream. I

awoke to discover that I had been in that skull for centuries, dreaming I was a man walking the earth, dying,

being restored to life to die again. This I continued to do until that moment in time when I awoke in Golgotha,

the sepulcher where I was buried in the beginning of time. That’s my Calvary.

I seemto move here. I get up and shave in the morning, bathe, eat, make an effort to earn a dollar to pay the

rent, and do all sorts of things; yet it’s all a dream, a dream with a purpose. God limited himself to the limit of

contraction and opacity called man and began to dream this world into being. Now believing himself to be

you, you can dream noble dreams or ignoble ones. I urge you to dream noble dreams, because when you

know you are the dreamer you can make all of your dreams come true.

A dream is a very fluid state. Knowing what you want to dream, bring your inner circle of friends before your

mind’s eye and allow them to see you as you want to be seen. When you are self-persuaded this is now a

fact, relax in the vision’s gestation period. There is an interval of time between impregnation and birth. Having

seen the expressions on their faces and heard the sound of their voices, break the spell and wait for that

impregnation to take place in the world of dreams, while you live in the world of Caesar awaiting its coming.

I have told you that the story of Jesus Christ has unfolded itself within me. What I shared with you tonight is

not recorded in scripture; but in the very last verse of the 21st chapter of John he makes this statement:

“Many other things Jesus did which are not recorded here. Were every one of them to be written, the world

itself could not contain the books.” There was no need to record the words which were revealed to me; so it

does fit in with the very last verse of the epilogue of John, for John ends on the 20th verse and the 21st is the

epilogue. All of these things happened and many more, but only these were recorded that you may believe.

Thank you for sharing your visions with me, as they are showing me that you have completely accepted the

story as I have told it. I have shared with you the true story of Jesus Christ. Over the centuries, barnacles

have gathered around the ship. Men, in the interest of their own doctrines, have added to the scriptures. In

spite of the warning not to add to or take from the words of the prophecies of the Bible, men have added to,

to support their own traditions and conventions. When the original text was written, the one who had the

vision simply recorded it. He did not understand it, but wrote it down, as I did, knowing that a greater

revelation would come.

I could not understand what I heard in 1954; but in 1959 I knew its truth, for I awoke from a profound

dream to discover that I was not on my bed, but in my skull and completely alone. I came out of my skull to

find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes and the witnesses to the event. Seeing the babe, they witnessed

the sign of my spiritual birth, but they could not see me as having been born of the spirit. I am Spirit, while

they, not yet born of the spirit, are flesh. I didn’t bring forth a little baby; the child is but a sign that God is

born. Having begotten himself, he brings forth that which he buried in humanity, for God is redeeming himself,

as there is only God in the universe.

The Bible hasn’t a thing to do with any morals as the pulpits teach. It makes no attempt to change the world,

as it is a schoolhouse. You don’t turn a schoolroom into a home. This is a school of educated darkness,

where we travel towards the light. Scripture does not attempt to change things; rather it urges all to “Render

unto Caesar the things that are Caesar’s.”

To try to make this world a nice, sweet little place in which all are happy and have enough to eat and drink is

fine, but that hasn’t a thing to do with the mystery of Christ. Were there no struggle, no effort would be made

to awaken from the dream of life. Rather, the sleeper would fall deeper into sleep. So, let them march along

telling the world how to become good and kind. It’s all nonsense, for as long as man wears the garment of

the animal he must express it. Taking from himself the heart and mind of Love, God took upon himself the

body, heart, and mind of the animal, as told us in the 4th chapter of Daniel. This is an animal world, but while

in this world of violence Jesus Christ awakes to discover it was only a dream. Were it not that Jesus Christ

was in you, you could not breathe, for your very breath is his life.

The day will come when you will awake to know this to be true; for David, the sum total of all of the

experiences you have had in your dream of being man, will stand before you and call you “Father”. Then you

will fulfill the 89th Psalm knowing, “I have found David. He has cried unto me, ‘Thou art my Father, my God

and the Rock of my salvation.’ “Having played all the parts of Man, humanity, fused into a single youth,

reveals your Godhood.

As the Father, you will know that your son has always done your will; for you will have found in David, the

son of Jesse (I AM) one who has done all your will. You, the Father, dreamed it and you, the son. played all

the parts. And when the play is over you awake to come out of Golgotha to be born from above. Peter tells

us: “We are born anew through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead.”While the world worships him

as someone coming from without, you will find him rising from within – not as another, but as your very Self,

the dreamer of life.

The great poet, Shelley, saw it so clearly when he said: “He has awakened from the dream of life. ‘Tis we

who, lost in stormy visions, keep with phantoms an unprofitable strife.” That’s what the world is doing,

fighting self-created phantoms. The world is yourself pushed out and you are in conflict with yourself until that

day when an unearthly wind possesses you and you awake in your skull with the consuming desire to get out.

With your innate knowledge, you will push the base of your skull and something will move. Then you will

come out just as a child comes out of the womb of a woman; but this time you are being born, not from

below, but from above -from the skull of Self. The word “anothin” is translated “from above.” When Pilate

said: “Do you not know that I have the power to crucify you or the power to set you free,” the Risen Lord

replied: “You have no power over me unless it were given to you from above.” Here is the same word

“anothin.” The power to kill or make alive comes from within.

Everything is taking place from within. Having fallen into a profound sleep, you are the Lord Jesus Christ,

dreaming the dream of life. And because there is only one Being, everyone will awaken as Jesus, for

everything else will vanish and leave Jesus only. And no one can say that Jesus is Lord except by the Holy

Wind. When that wind possesses you, you awake within yourself. Only then will you know you are the Lord

Jesus Christ.

Now let us go into the silence.

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